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    Just ... having major issues dealing with my depression and increased mental crap as of late and cannot deal with people anymore, or whatever. Pretend to be normal, happy, relate. any of it at all.

    So I'm shutting down socially. Turned off facebook, stepping back from Twitter, G+ and chat. I just don't feel I have anything I can contribute anymore, and I can't deal with people.

    I don't know when I'll get better, or if I CAN get better.
    My life feels like a tornado. Even with a herd of professionals trying to help. Or who are supposed to help.

    I know a lot of you probably won't believe this or agree with it. But it's my choice, and at least this way I'm sparing you from having to deal with the fallout of my fallout. It's not polite or right for me to impose my madness on you guys; and some of you are clearly sick of my bullshitting and whining, and you deserve a break. Hell, even I am sick of myself.
    • CommentAuthormunin218
    • CommentTimeJun 5th 2012

    It's hard, but once that balance is found, it *does* get better. Don't *completely* cut yourself off from people, you should have at least a few people to talk to.
    • CommentTimeJun 6th 2012
    Dang roo. Remember that you're not the only person that goes through this shit, some people care even if we can't help you! :)
    • CommentAuthorstygma
    • CommentTimeJun 8th 2012
    you can BS and whine to me anytime, please keep writing.
    people often suck but you have to do whats right for yourself. dont shut down.

    - greymouser
    • CommentAuthorRenThing
    • CommentTimeJun 11th 2012
    Take care, Roo. There are people out here who care and worry about you.