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      CommentAuthorroque
    • CommentTimeJan 28th 2008
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    I woke up this morning feeling like a complete stranger to my own life.

    I've spent all day trying to deal with this and it hasn't gone away. I feel like some alien presence is inhabiting my brain and going, "What the fuck? This is no kind of life. How can I change this?"

    or to put it another way, This is not my beautiful house. This is not my beautiful wife.

    I can't live like this for one more day. I want to do something drastic, but there's nothing drastic within my power to do. I have no control over my life and don't know what I'd do if I did.
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    My only advice is to avoid Jehova's Witnesses, Mormons, Scientologists or anyone else trying to save your soul.
    Save yourself: you'll figure it out.
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      CommentAuthorroque
    • CommentTimeJan 29th 2008
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    that's kinda funny, actually. one of my best friends is a Jehovah's Witness. she's given up on trying to save my soul, though; whereas I've done a great deal to expose her to occult-themed video games, books and movies that her life would otherwise have been without. *grin*