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Is this why all the cool kids have gone back to knitting and making bloody cupcakes? Because there's just no point trying any more?
Thousands of people flock to see David Icke speak... ...Conspiracy theories used to be for fringe nutcases and fringe geeks like us - now they are generally mainstream, christ even my brother and his mates (all in the British forces) believe the US never landed on the moon!
You should do as Robert Anton Wilson suggests and embrace the Reiki and the whole lifestyle and world view for a while.