i don't know how often it occurs to me that i have dreamed something i am seeing before, but it is at least once a week. lately, if it doesn't happen every day, then something is off. perhaps i am the one who is off. i do not know. my grandmother was sort of psychic, but only when it came to my mother making fudge.
so, here's the setup: leaving a comment on the Freakangels thread and talking to my boss on the phone (i know, morally questionable combination of activities) and suddenly i saw the whole thing, i saw me here, but on a different thread, and with some other picture, and actually responding to a question or statement that was directed specifically to me, and the phone call, and my desk and computer - i remember being very confused by the relative white-ness and the cleanliness of the scene. the pretty boxes and something in purple.
all fine and good.
except that i had this dream at least 9 years ago.
had another moment last night while working on a letter that i'm writing to a friend. about a boy i'm crushing on, mostly about where he works. feeling that sense of something coming, something happening, something i can't avoid, and don't want to - been on its way for a while.